Afraid to fall, please help me.?

You're not very proficient at the English language, but that aside, what are you so afraid of? Getting hurt, dying, looking like a fool in the process? If you are that afraid of falling, then you really ought to look into another sport or avocation. No offense, but if you ride enough horses, you will eventually end up on the ground, in one way or another. Even if you just ride quiet horses - they do occasionally slip or step into holes and flip over, etc, etc, etc..